Lacrosse???

My question this week is do I really want to play lacrosse? I love the sport and it's great exercise but when it comes to school work I begin to lag. Usually practice makes me tired and getting up in the morning is hard enough already. With this being my first year in college I want to perform well, especially since I'm not exactly sure if the school is the right fit and the distance from home is killing me. Another reason I hesitant about playing is because I'm strongly thinking about transfering schools to somewhere closer to home and a place most suitable for my success after college, and bad grades won't make that an easy task. It's killing me inside not playing and being told by a friend that it's so much fun is not helping me either. I guess the decision is mine to make but no matter what decision I choose, I see myself losing. I'm going tomorrow to check out practice and hopefully if it's not to demanding, I will join.